The shop... coming to life

 

 

 

 

Holy shit. Friday the 13th is turning out to be pretty good day. We got keys to the new shop! Woo-hoo! Pics and other stuff to follow. I'm going to home depot to get painting supplies. Now the fun starts

Wow.... What a fucking roller coaster. I should have keys to the new shop.... Almost a week ago. But oh hell no. Every god damn time I think I got one fire put out it flares up again. I got insurance.. Yippy... Then the paper work didn't have the landlords name on it. I had email conversations... I got charged $50 for a retype... Then I find out I gotta pay the rest of the premium by the 23rd. And ya know... I haven't had the ability to make dollar one.

One the plus side.... Evilution tattoos is now Incorporated. How wild. Really didn't know that was going to be on the menu.

The bitch of the bunch is I'm so frustrated that I can't talk to people anymore. I'm sick of having to tell people that I'm still waiting. The more I hear myself say it out loud the more pissed I get. I wish that shit went as smooth as I hoped it would. But shit fucking happens. This is why there aren't tattoo shops on every corner in Vegas. You really got to want to do this.

I feel like still such an asshole for not keeping up with my friends.... I just wanna talk to them when I have some good news. Hope they forgive me.

Clair is sleeping on my lap... The cat is sleeping on her.... Piggy is curled into a lil ball... Think it's making me sleepy...hope tomorrow is key day.

Gott love a dog....

It's been another crazy month. Usually I check the previous posts to where I left off.... But tonight i'm skipping it. I'm sitting n my couch under clairs sleeping legs... Watching some family guy. Here's the low down on life. Evilution has closed at the verona salon. The new shop is really close to becoming a reality. I've gotten thru most of the hoops. The first step of the health board is done. I had to take the plans in and have a meeting where I showdd how the shop will be set up. It went great... The best thing I did was print out pics of the pre-existing stations. Pretty smooth sailing like that.

The lease has been signed.... Soon to be twice. Aparently the first copy didn't have a one of the signature sheets. Now we have to go back over the entire thing to make sure i'm signing the same lease I originally sign. That is pretty much how this process has been going... From the start really. I got insurance yesterday... Thank you loyds of london. I have to incorprate the business tomorrow ...plus a couple more things just to get the keys. I'm losing business every day that I can't get up and going... I'm getting between 5 and 10 calls a day from people wanting ink and wanting to help to get the shop ready. Kinda cool having those kinda people behind me.

Clair put in her two weeks notice from home depot. Honestly it was a long time coming. One of the smartest women i've ever met doesn't need to get yelled at for improper watering. Bunch of horse shit. I think it was good for what it was... But i'm going to be happier having her run the tattoo shop.

My house is currently a disaster area. One of my neighbrs had to leave town in a hurry... Lost his job... No place to stay.... Only friend was in kansas. He didn't have a moving van so basicaly all he could take was the stuff that fit in a 4 door sedan. After I helped him load what he could fit he handed my his keys and said to turn them into the office when I took what I wanted. I ended up with computer desks, a tv, clocks, chairs, tv cables, ipod, tables, trash cans, glasses, dinnerware, entertainment center... So much electronic it's crazy. I basically got enough to furnish the shop. I've been havesome fun with stencils and spray paint ver the last couple days. I'll have to post some pics when everythings done.

So this was a little crazy. My grandfather has really been helping me on the whole project. It's been awesome. So anyways... I went down to palm springs last weekend. Papa said he wanted to let me borrow his mercedes. I thought it would be great to have 4 wheels again. That and I love the car. It always reminded me of my grandparents... Especially my grandmother Gyda. I was shocked when papa handed me the title and took me to get it washed... While of course showing me evrything there is to know about it. It's so fucking cool. It's a 1983 mercedes benz. Grandma green.. Tan interior... Turbo desil. It's amazing. I'm going to limo tint the windows and put some evilution stickers.... Can't wait. Pics coming soon. Been raining all day... But soon.

I'm gonna hit the sack... I think.... Or maybe update some other web stuff.
I've been holding off on blogging because everytime I think I knw what's going on in life it changes in the blink of an eye. Can't wait to get things done so we can get a regular schedual.

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Have'n some fun with photoshop

 

 

 

 

Greetings world. Here's some vegas snow.

I'm coming to you from cail tonight. I came down for a couple days to see the family since christmas was spent with clairs mom, her boy friend scott, and her dad. Christmas was good. Nothing really to report. We hung out at the house... Opened presents.. Ate way to much food. We all went to the titanic exhibit at luxor after. That was cool. Really neat to see some of the stuff up close and personal.

I write this now in another state of confusion. My first spot i was looking at for the new shop went south. Landlord wanted to see $45000 in my account before he would agree to my request. And what happens. I get that info at 10am... Justin sent me a text offering me an opportunity to go in as a partner in his new shop back in colorado... Edwards to be spacific... At noon. Then I get a message from the vegas broker telling me there's another space open that is one block further down the road that used to be a tattoo shop. I had the proposal sent to that landlord just to see what I could do with it. Now things are crazy. I've literally gone thru every way of thinking almost every 24 hours. And it hasn't seemed to stop. What I want keeps going frm one thing to another in a swirl... I have pros and cons for both choices. Clair would be happier back in the vail valley. That's a hell of a thing since she hasn't seemed happy since we moved. I'm still feeling the sting whenever I think of the wrk that i've done to get evilution up and running. Then just to walk away.... It hurts. I miss justin thom craig kaufman and all the vail friends. The time I was working with justin was the best time i've ever had and I know it would be great to get back to that. The vegas shop has tons of potential... At least that's what I think. And I believe I can make it successful. But ... Vail... Friends... Justin.... Damnit. This is the way my head has been going for the last two weeks. I'm still trying to find a way to have my cake and eat it too. Stupid I know just don't want to feel like a failure. And I especially don't want to hurt my friend randy. This is so damn confusing. Everyone deserves t have an answer.... I just need a little time

Oh yeah.... I turned 33 two hours ago. Happy birthday to me

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I'm not really one for political stuff.... but the first part of this just cracked me up. Kinda stumbled across it because one of my clients thought she was the first on to say "Wasabi" instead of "What's up"....... don't ask

 

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For some reason this song just popped into my head. It was this old rave song. It goes "the end of the earth is upon us. Pretty soon it'll all turn to dust. So get up. Forget the past. Go outside and have a blast". Not sure why.. Weird. I was gonna blog longer but my client showed up early. Damn it. Guess I should just be happy that I have a client. Justin, terri and the kids are down for the weekend. Really happy to see em. I just feel better in general when justin is around. Maybe it reminds me of better days. Hmmm.

Strange times are upon me. Clair and her mom have gone to eli nevada for a couple days. My grandmother and father came down for the weekend. The economic crunch is starting to be felt all around. And here I sit yet again... out back... Smoking a cigarette... Waiting on a client. Kind of feels like groundhog day sometimes.

I miss clair. It's only been 24 hours... And I already feel lost. She really gives me purpose and direction.. I just never realize how much til she's gone. I hope she's having a good time. Last word I had on her was that they were going on a hike. Beautiful day for it. She needs some nature. Anyways.... I'm off to scar the world... Where the fuck is my client?!?!?!

Shiiiiiiiiiiit...... I just wrote two cigarettes worth of stuff to blog.... I hit send.... Now I have no idea where it is.... Damn it! I tried to blog... I swear

Why So Serious

Well... Finally a free moment. I'm sitting out in back of the shop, smoking a cigarette waiting on my next client to show. Nothing big tonight... Just adding some grew clouds to my buddies arms and back. Guess I better catch up.... Or at least catch my readers up.
The new shop is still progressing along. A sign company did a mock up of what the space would look like with the evilution sigh above it. Gotta say... Looked cool.... But not sure if it's $14000 cool. I just really liked the look.. And I got stoked thinking that one day it will be a reality. I still get nervous thinking about the money aspect of things.... But really... Who the hell doesn't. Especially now a days when everyone's hurting. Thank god tattoos seem to be recession proof... Or at least not as effected as other people. I have a few people on deck for workers. Might even have Megan out here as a piercer. I think it would be cool t get a tight knit group of artists. I miss that about the eagle vail ink lounge... And mountain ink. I loved the artist feeding off other artist aspect of those times. It seems like it I lost it somewhere. It's funny. I started taking some blank white canvas shoes and painted/drew on them. It's the first piece of art I can remember doing for myself in a long time. Sad I guess... But hell... That's the tattoo biz. My catharsis stuff has to come out... I just put it in other peoples artwork. Sucks when I feel like drawing a crying eye for me, but I have to sketch a pretty flower with a nautical star for some client. I keep hearing people tell me I need balance... But how the hell can you have balance when you need to clear $4500 a month. I sneak down time when I can... But fuck. Anyways....
Clair and I are doing good right now. Hmmm.... After just writing that sentence I don't know how to follow it up. I keep thinking about who's going to read this and what ramifications it will have. I remember back in the day when i'd write i'd have to deal with phone calls the next day from people wondering if I was suicidal or just depressed. Now I have a wonderful girlfriend who doesn't understand why I don't write more about her. Simple answer .... I don't want her to think i'm not being honest and open with her when we're face to face. Things could be misinterpreted. I'm such a pussy. Screw it... Clair and I are cool. We stress about money.. About family... And about our apartment. She cleans like crazy and i'm a slob. Not a gross slob... I just tend have piles of paperwork floating around... And cloths.... Damn it. I don't mean to be. I just lose focus when i'm doing things... And then I lose time.... Then shit piles up. Sucks. Our beef with family's is a constant strain. Everyone is cool... Her folks love me... My folks love her... We just haven't figured out the rolls that everyone plays. It's a strain but we're working on it. Money is pretty self explanatory.... Just another strain. Las Vegas is far from my last destination in life... And clair hates it. I just want to get the shop up and self sustaining.. Then.... Open up the next one.... Not sure where yet. I'm trying to stay focused one this shop. Why I wanna work hard and make this happen big. You know...95% of things are perfect... And the other 5% is just standard relationship shit. If it was perfect it would be boring. I think we're as perfect as we can be. I love her and she loves me.. What the hell else can I ask for.
Life is interesting. I mentioned that I lose focus lately. It's weird. I'll have 6 different thing's i'll want to do. See the girlfriend... Do other things with the girlfriend ... Blog... Clean... Draw... Update web stuff.... Run the numbers from the shop.... Reply to the phone calls I got during the day... Watch some downloaded show or movie... Feed the cat and piggy.... Cuddle the girlfriend.... Pay bills... Check bank account.... Fret.... Worry... Sleep.... Do it all again. Ever notice when things get busy and crazy.... People tend to suck more. I had a couple social situations lately that just made me cringe. Sometimes you have expectations of people. You think they're cool... Then they just fade. This I the problem with having hope in people. I hate looking at people and knowing how things are going to turn out.... Or worse... Knowing what must have happened to them to get them to the point they're at. People in denial or just turning a blind eye. It's ruff to watch. It's a reason I didn't like counseling. So much potential wasted. So much energy wasted on meaningless shit. It crawls up the soul like poisons root and just destroys the host. I've found that when I'm riding my motorcycle home and I think about those people people.. I just shake my head and sigh. It's sad. Goodnight princess... Goodnight prince. I hope the light finds you before you hit the walls I had to. You will be missed if you do fall.... But by not by as many if you just pulled up out of the nose dive. Anyways.....
Bet you're wondering if I was talking about you now, huh? Does it seem like it? Maybe I am.
Looks like my client just pulled up.... Woo-hoo!

I was hoping to write a big blog tonight but I dicked around too long trying to update evilutiontattoos.com. Now i'm just too tired. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow sometime since I think i'm gonna take the day off. I got tons to write about.... But for now... Smoke then sleep

 

Made it a year.... wow .... time really has skipped by. Now if the cake people only knew how to spell "tattoo".